Jay
Posts : 745 Join date : 2017-07-02 Age : 31
| Subject: Not Always Right Tue May 08, 2018 3:48 pm | |
| 'So that eviction happened.' Jay says. He leans comfortably hangs on the seat. 'I guess I have mixed feelings about this one. As everyone expected,' he snickers. 'I don't care for C.C., so his eviction is no loss to me. If I would have been evicted last week, I doubt that he would think any differently from how I do right now. We aren't friends. And probably never would be.' he brings his hands together and starts fiddling with his thumbs.
'Though, I guess his participation did help with motivation. It was a clear choice for me to nominate C.C. when I would become House Ambassador. It would make that part so much easier.' He huffs. 'Not that I ever won any challenge... Which makes me wonder, why are you failing me, Jay???' he scolds himself. 'Oh where's that inner BEAST... I'm failing Me miserably.' he moans. 'Whatever. What I'm trying to say, is that having C.C. around wasn't half as bad as I thought when this show started.' he rubs the back of his head and smiles sheepishly.
'What made a difference to me is that even though I usually stay stubborn and avoid conflict solving, I didn't do so now. I actually gave in, and forgot about my pride to fix a problem. I was wrong. Yes, I SAID THAT!!!' he beams. 'YOU HEAR ME? I WAS WRONG! WROOOOOONGGG~' he sings the last part. 'And it felt so good! I didn't even cry, get mad or broke down when I did so. Which means-' he looks at the camera and gives a heartwarming smile.
'Thanks for helping me realize I am not always right, C.C. Thank you for showing me that being stubborn isn't helping anyone. That I overreacted and should take responsibility for judging too fast. For accepting my apology.'
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