"I feel like Deressa and I have been on bad terms ever since her blow up, so I figured I should do a little bit of damage control." She readjusts her position on the chair a bit.
"So I'm basically apologizing and telling her everything she wants to hear and she starts to tell me that I was underestimating her and made her feel stupid which was a bit of a shock coming from her. How could I underestimate someone in this house, who's never even once shared information from their side or who they were working with aside from Marlee. I told her about Ti'Shaun, Tasha, and at least let her know about Robin too, someone who's
still in this house, but she wants to still play the victim card...?" A few tears appear in her eyes.
*a few moments of silence*
"..Well, it's honestly working, because I hate feeling this way. I'm not a snake…I’m not a bully...I’m Nisha Patel."
"Based off of how little I know about her in this game, I genuinely feel like she's one of the smartest players in this house, so why would she even think that. Sure we may have not been able to work together as we'd hoped, and even though I feel like it goes far beyond this game, I still feel responsible for it though.."
*a few more moments of silence as she curls up on her seat.*
*a hand extends from behind the camera to hand her a tissue*
"*sniff*....thank you. I just need to stay in here for a little while longer.."