"Hey Satoshi, I hope you're watching the show. I just want to apologize for not being truthful with my scars on my body. I just was not ready for the house to know I'm transgender because word gets around fast in this house and I didn't know everyone enough at that point in the show to know if I would receive hate or not in this house even though I can take the heat. I could've been targeted for that reason but I mean going to jail is a bigger secret to me that I wanted to keep since it actually shows my character while being trans does not determine my personality or define it, despite what haters think. Anyway I hope you're having a good summer and I miss you dude."